I am now in Florida for my third stay while Z is at the National Deaf Academy. I go and see her twice a day and in between I have lots of time on my own. This should make Clinton happy, I can't avoid my thoughts and feelings by keeping myself busy, busy, busy! Heaven knows I have tried, even started doing Ancestry.com but because I don't know anyone here, I'm alone most of the time.
This weekend I find myself feeling sorry for myself. It seems ironic that I'm here for one daughter that really is not able to have a conversation with me, I understand that. She tries but we mostly talk about her interests, today she was focused on Halloween, it could be a long two months until the holiday!
Then the other daughter who is great at conversation, refuses. I miss her and I don't understand it.
Not sure where that leaves me but I have time to think about it while I'm here.
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